After talking to my kids they now say that I have three jobs and it’s the truth. I’m their teacher, their mom and all being a mom entails, and my blog, well sort of. After a day full of home schooling I have no energy or bandwidth for anything else. Even right now I’m so tired I’d rather just sit in front of the TV than respond to any of my e-mails.
I can barely sit here and write this post, my brain is just mush. The point of this post is that I’m thinking about all those moms that have full times jobs. Come home make dinner run their family lives and then start blogging. I know a lot of moms that have blogs that are more successful than mine and they juggle all three. I have no idea how to do it.
I’m taking each day at a time and finding it more important to get AWAY from the computer every day. When we are done with school we go outside. I’m doing play dates and I’m getting outside. Who knows when and if the rain comes back so I have to enjoy the outdoors. Gahh, I better not even ponder on what we’re going to do when and if the rain comes back.
Writing, I’m thinking I need to just sit and write on a Saturday or Sunday but I’m just not sure I can. I worked so hard to have my Saturday’s and Sundays’ off. I think what I need to reach is a point where it’s ok if I’m not working. I just don’t know if I can let it go….