I usually post every day without fail, I’m a workaholic you know!. Even if all I post is a photo I put something up to keep the RSS active and everyone updated on my life but I haven’t kept anyone updated on my life for months. Honestly I’ve been too depressed to write about myself. Yeah, I know my blog is super successful and my life is wonderful. I have an amazing husband, house and kids and do the most exciting things through MomStart but that doesn’t help how my brain works and I’ve recently found that depression is something I’m just going to struggle with all the time and I have to work on it. I thought I had SAD and that it was just a seasonal thing, but I’ve been seeing a new doctor who said it’s deeply seeded into the character of who I am and what she said made sense to me. So my lack of personal posts over the past few months has been as I’ve been dealing with different medications, wanting to sleep all the time, and just no time to gather my thoughts. At one point a doctor had given me the wrong dosage of a medication and I literally thought I was losing my mind. I’m doing ok right now just so you guys know.
ANYWAY!!! Depression or not I really did enjoy the last few days off with my family. For three days I hardly touched my computer and phone. I updated Facebook here and there but it was a wonderful vacation and I’m quite tempted to take today off too.
Christmas was amazing for us. It was nice to be just the four of us, quiet and we could take as much time as we wanted to open all our presents. And I’ve eaten way more than my share of cookies. In the New Year there will be some fasting in store for all of us. But not until after Zoe’s birthday. We have some more baking in store for us. So I just wanted to share with you all that MomStart is still here I’m just enjoying my Christmas vacation jus like everyone else.
MERRY CHRISTMAS (a day late) & Happy New Year