OH MAN, I did it again, I over booked myself in so many different directions and it’s all hitting me at the same time and I’m adjusting my anti-depression medication and last night I thought I was having a panic attack. I almost crawled into bed with my daughter because I wanted to snuggle one of my kids as a coping mechanism.
Instead I lied awake thinking…..
AT&T event tomorrow, get all my ducks in a row. Prepare to speak in front of people that show up. Be prepared. Pay for the event. Will people even show up to my event. Will people sign the pledge to stop texting while driving.
5:30 the next morning is the beginning of the Susan G Komen three day walk that I forgot all about. I’m just going crazy thinking about how I let that one fall through the cracks. I’ll be there for the opening ceremonies but I’m not sure what or how much I’ll actually be able to participate.
Then on Saturday we have the car show at church and yet I’m still supposed to be doing the walk. Paint kids faces or walk??? I think I’ll be at church for sure.
Then Sunday I’m going to be helping my husband teach at church. I thought I’d try to hit the closing ceremonies too, but I might just crash after church because I’m going to be exhausted after running around starting tomorrow. But I do need to actually start preparing for my event tomorrow. Sigh. Why can’t I ever use the word no!!! Why can’t I be more organized. and Why oh why did I choose now to adjust my anti-depression medication?????
I just want to bury my head in the sand until this week is over, but I guess I’ll just take it one day at a time.